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4 October 2007 2 Comments

“In The End”

Hi Guys, I have been trying hard to complete something .. I am really really trying hard.. I am able to feel that.. I am pushing so hard…so hard that I am not giving enough attention to other things in life.. so hard that I am giving up now.. (how sad) I know it will definitely fall into place tomo.. if not tomorrow some other day.. after all all the 200% effort that i was putting doesnt seem to helping the cause.. I can only think of this song..

One thing / I donít know why
It doesnít even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Itís so unreal
Didnít look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didnít even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
One thing / I donít know why
It doesnít even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Iím surprised it got so (far)
Things arenít the way they were before
You wouldnít even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnít even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnít even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Thereís only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Thereís only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesnít even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesnít even matter

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  • Anuj said:

    There is some fantastic video for this song – Final Fantasy (sony’s videogame) animation. Must see.

  • Anuj said:

    i found it on youtube – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0KXH15UYhE